"I was wondering if there are anymore good Suicidal!Merlin or Addict!Merlin. We basiclly any self destructive Merlin fan fiction haha. If there are more I would love to read~ please and thank you :3"
Addict!Merlin
Euphoria
When his veins flood with heroin, when his magic suppresses itself, and even when he rides on the chemical bliss, Merlin’s soul still sings for Arthur. And Arthur has answered the call. (WIP)
Blister in the Sun
Replace the Slash Dragon with the smack dragon and everything turns to shit. Nothing happy here.
Come Over
“I’m not fucking you until you wash up,” Arthur says, stepping back to let Merlin in.
All the Complexities
The course of true love never did run smooth. Arthur and Merlin knows this all too well.
Suicidal/Self-harming!Merlin
Turning Page
When Merlin, best loved singer/songwriter in the UK, tragically loses his parents in a car accident his life is turned upside down. Depressed and alone he’s ready to give up and leave it all behind, but then he hears a voice.
Breaking Point
There was so much red. As much as one of their cloaks, one of the knight’s cloaks – one of Arthur’s cloaks. And, thinking that, he could almost be okay with this. With watching his blood drip out onto the forest floor and just thinking that everything he had done had been for Arthur. But, he was done now. Merlin was just too tired.
You Cannot Leave Me Behind
Merlin is unable to handle the guilt from the events of Season 2. Arthur may not know what’s going on, but he knows that something is wrong with Merlin.
Seven Times Black
They say seven is a magic number, a number chosen by the universe to mark something special. It figures again and again in mythology, in tales of magic, in old religions no longer honoured by the world. So here, in seven parts, is the tale of Merlin and his Arthur, or Arthur and his Merlin, and their seventh incarnation during the age that humanity knows as the twenty-first century. It is no longer a time of dragons and castles and swords; humanity has found far more deadly weapons to murder itself with.
Carry the Burden
“Show yourself!” Arthur seethed. Slowly, Merlin turned around. Arthur was horror stricken to see his friend covered in blood.